two days away from my little world anniversary.....

Dua hari lagi Blog ini jarig ...wow....waktu serasa terbang ya....bener-bener ga terasa deh...setahun sudah aku berusaha untuk menuangkan apa yang ada di kepala ke dalam bentuk tulisan.

Menjajal kemampuan untuk menjadi seorang penulis merupakan motivasi awal bagiku untuk membuat satu weblog. Puluhan tahun berlalu, tak terhitung rasanya jumlah novel ataupun artikel yang pernah aku baca. Dalam rentang waktu yang tidak sebentar dan jumlah buku yang tak sedikit itulah kadang sering terselip dalam satu keinginan dalam hatiku, "Gimana ya rasanya menjadi orang yang tulisannya dapat dibaca oleh orang banyak??"...."Gimana ya rasanya punya satu karya yang bisa memberikan ilham atau memberikan pengaruh pada orang-orang yang membacanya??".....Mungkin CIHUY merupakan kata yang tepat untuk menggambarkan perasaan yang akan aku rasakan sebagai jawaban dari 2 pertanyaan diatas.....hehehe....CIHUY BANGED...[pake D, soalnya waaahhh banget pastinya...]

Nah...berangkat dari rasa ingin punya perasaan CIHUY BANGED itulah, aku mulai ngumpulin buku-buku yang memberikan tips dan penjelasan mengenai gimana sich caranya menulis yang baik...gimana sich kalo kita mau jadi penulis...apa aja sich yang harus kita lakukan.

Setelah punya lumayan banyak referensi yang aku punya mulai lah aku coba-coba untuk nulis....ternyata ga gampang ya, walaupun ga sesusah yang aku pikiriin [ngaku sich..dari sekitar 7 buku yang aku beli..semuanya cuma terbaca setengah hehehe....tapi udah nangkep poin-poin pentingnya kok...]. Setelah nyoba untuk orat oret di buku, di komputer, dan seringnya aku browsing internet dan baca-baca weblog dari para pendahulu-ku...lalu aku bilang sama satu sahabat-ku...[yes you....you know who you are....:-)...] "Bantu aku dong, untuk bikin satu weblog, dimana aku bisa menuangkan ide-ide yang ada dikepala....dan karena ini dunia kecil baru buat ku yang merupakan bagian dari satu dunia besar dalam kehidupan ku....weblog yang aku buat itu kemudian aku kasih nama..."savira's favorite little world"

25 Februari tahun lalu merupakan hari pertama aku belajar merangkaikan kata menjadi kalimat, menyusun kalimat menjadi cerita dan meng-upload satu postingan ke postingan yang lainnya....Beberapa minggu pertama, hanya ada 4 orang yang punya alamat weblog-ku [termasuk aku sendiri, jadi sebenernya 3 orang yang tau alamat weblog aku]....entah kenapa aku merasa ngga pede aja untuk bilang ke banyak orang tentang hobby aku yang satu ini...aku merasa tulisan aku tidak menarik untuk di baca....takut tanggapannya ga antusias....pada dasarnya sich aku GA PEDE......[semoga ga bosen ya, denger kata-kata ga pede...^_^]

Semakin lama, makin banyak pula postingan yang aku up-load....dan lumayan banyak input yang aku dapat dari 3 orang [thanks to Bang Go, Mas Bimo, dan Mbak Kokom....] aku mulai pede ngasih tau alamat weblog-ku ke suami...[itu juga karena aku mempersembahkan satu tulisan khusus untuknya....waaaaahhh..suami-ku sueeenneennggg banget...jadi terharu sendiri...] lalu ke anak-anak gank aku waktu SMA dulu, karena kebetulan aku baru meng up-load tulisan tentang in memoriam nya salah satu ibunda dari temen gank aku itu. Tanggapan dan input yang ku terima beraneka ragam, dan yang pasti sich positif. Nah dari situ mulai tambah lagi tingkat ke-pede-an ku...ada beberapa temen lah yang aku kasih tau alamat weblog ku...termasuk temen waktu kuliah dulu yang sekarang kerja di salah satu majalah kenamaan ibu kota [aduh bahasanya...formal bener....hehehe]. Dia bilang dia aja yang sehari-hari kerjanya nulis ga punya tuch kumpulan cerita seperti di weblog aku...wah...seneng dan bangga rasanya waktu temen aku itu ngomong gitu....berarti selama ini tulisan aku sudah lumayan

Walaupun masukan yang aku dapet udah positif, tetep masih malu nich aku untuk mem-publish blog-ku........Naahh...disinilah temen-temen sekalian berperan....bantuin aku dong....Gimana menurut kalian??...sudah pantaskah aku mem-publish blog ini....???...kasih komen ya...hehehe...[ngarep banget di komen-in]

Hmm.....sambil menunggu komentar kalian....pada kesempatan ini aku mau ucapin...Happy Birthday to my Blog semoga di kemudian hari kamu semakin penuh dengan tuangan ide-ide dan rangkaian kata yang indah...Amiiin....

happy valentine's day

Happy Valentine's day everyone...

I am not a valentine's followers....well not anymore...when I was younger I used to celebrate valentine...well it's adolescence's stuff you know..hahaha...for a young girl, valentine's is the perfect time to show the person you most care about that you care for them...

well I know better now....We don't have to wait till valentine to show them how we feel....we can show them everytime we want...coz you know what?...we might not have all the time we want....

my advice is...just say what's in ur mind..especialy when it is about loving or caring for someone....just remember..you don't control the time....you might think you still have all the time in the world......but guess what?...your time in this world is very limited......u never know what might happen...so the best thing is...just say I love you and I care for you....to the people you care about....and say it out loud...coz you really don't have any idea what's gonna be happen to you the next minute....

so everybody....may be this valentine's day is the perfect day to say "I Love You"....

*though I didn't wait to say I love you to my beloved husband...on this special day....I just want to say...."I LOVE YOU Ayang"....thank you for being you....and thank you for loving me the way you do....always be my valentine....wink..wink*

100 things about ME.....

I was blog cruising when I found this theme.....you can call it project if you like.....Okke, the owner of *sepatu merah* blog that I visited said that she found this project from Nita's *footprints* blog...hehehehe...it's like a chain reaction......or you can say the project has a domino effect for everyone who reads it from someone......it works with me and Okke right?...

The project is to write 100 thing about him/herself...hmm..it sounds like a fun project don't u think?...hahahaha....it is not gonna be an easy writing though...it is quite hard to find a hundred things about yourself..that's why it is so compelling for me...it's a challenge for me and to prove others that I do know myself....

OK...here we go....[drum roll please...]...dam darradam dam dam........

1. my full name is Savira Dwinanda
2. i have a lot of nickname...when I was little my family use to call me Virna, but it got shorten also by my family to 'Na. Then when i was in college my friend use to call me Nana [i have no clue why they called me that...]. The last one is given by my beloved hubby...cibung which also got shorten by him to ibung...ooh yes..there's a new name for me also...I became bunda since July 19 2004..the moment my cute little [not] nephew was born...
3. i have one older sister and two younger brother..
4. i was just turned 31 last year but most people will believe me if I say I was 26...hahahahaha....[please deh...]
5. i have 4 nephew and 2 niece...and they all are very adorable [hey...i am also a grandma..I have 4 grand children from my cousin...cool huh..]
6. i have been happily married for almost six years, but still haven't been blessed with any kids...[please pray for me...]
7. i am falling in love over and over again with my husband...
8. i just moved to my new house in Ciputat with hubby
9. i am a Javanesse, Batavianesse, and Sundanesse...or you can say i am Indonesian...with a little taste of all those nesse in my blood...
10. i am a moslem, though I am not that religious but I am learning to be a better moslem everyday....
11. i have a degree in Politics...even though i entered my major by accident, I am very gratefull for it....I learned a lot about Politics...
12. i have a major low self-esteem..but people seems not to believe it....dunno why...
13. i always think i am fat...but my husband always say that I am 'plump' in the right places...
14. i have a fair skin, chubby cheeks [which i hate very much], small nose [also hate it], straight hair and a so so body.
15. i have 2 formal jobs in 7 years...[2,5 years for the first job and 4,5 years for my current job...pretty loyal huh?..]
16. i worked as a secretary in a Political Project when I was still in college and I worked for Eep Saefulloh Fatah...[may be many of you don't know him...but he is a celebrity hahahaha..in other word I have been working as a secretary for a celebrity...hahahahaha]
17. i always like math...but hate chemistry and physics very much...and when i was in college...statistic and sociology is a couple of course i hate the most....
18. i have a novel collection..most of them is Sandra Brown's novel...
19. the last book i read is "The Da Vince Code" by Dan Brown
20. i like listening to easy music...
21. i love to read...especially novel and easy reading like a fashion magazine or tabloid...but never give me newspaper, I don't like to read newspaper...hahahaha
22. i love to watch tv and movies....
23. my kinda movie : comedy and romantic-drama
24. Pretty Woman is my favorite movie of all time...
25. i am very talkative...my family said that sometimes I sound like a parrot...coz I talk too much...hahahaha
26. i still am learning to be a good listener
27. i like to travel...but don't really like it if it requires walking too much...hehehehehe
28. i love to shop !!...[name me one single girl who doesn't??..]
29. i also have a collection of dvd and vcd....most of them are my kinda movie...you know : comedy dan romantic-drama
30. i love red, black, pink and white.....
31. i am very close with my mom...never been part with her...up till i got married and moved in with my husband
32. i am a very sensitive person...[a trait of mine that my husband hates]
33. i cry easily...many things can cause me to cry...from a sad movie [even if it was a cartoon movie...can you believe it??..] to seeing another people cry...
34. i am quite moody...and when my mood swing down..i tends to act childish, stubborn, selfish and the worst of all...got all sensitive...
35. i CAN'T SING...but loooove to sing...hahaha...
36. i love Micky AFI...and always send sms to help him win...
37. Brad Pitt, Ricky Martin, Mel Gibson and Bruce Willis are the kinda man that really turns me on....[aside from my hubby off course...hahaha...]
38. i really hates shallow people...
39. i condemn people who commit abortion....all people have rights to live...
40. i am learning not to gossip a lot...[it is a habit I really love to break...]
41. i hate people who smokes.....[didn't they know..if they smoke they don't just put themself in danger..but also put other people who doesn't smoke in danger....uuggggghhhh....it is really irritate me....]
42. i don't like mutia kasim and hotman paris hutapea...[have no idea why..just don't like them I guess...]
43. i adore children...i think they are the purest thing on earth...though sometimes they can be a little devil...
44. i love to write...and my biggest obsession is to write my own novel....and get it published !!
45. i don't like hypocrite, snob and arrogant people....
46. i hate being lied to, left behind and betrayed....
47. i am allergic to cold weather...it always succeeded to make me sneeze...
49. all my life, i've lived in Bogor..since I was born up untill I got married in 1999
50. i hate insects...especially cockroach...it disgusts me....
51. i love people who can makes me laugh...
52. last september is the best outing experience i have ever had...[if you read my post about this...u'll understand]
53. i don't drinks and i don't do drugs..coz I am far too smart for it...
54. i am a very loyal friend....[all of my friend..you can all count on me...]
55. i have a very good friend from the States..his name is Kristofer Brian Miller.....*waaaaasssssssuuuuppppppp*
56. i have a long lost big brother...from Canada, his name is Charles...*hi there bro...*
57. i have a new found gramp from Newfoundland Canada his name is Royal...*hello gramp....*
58. i have a long memory...I keep everything inside my head....[no wonder my head is soo full...]
59. i can drive..but my husband never let me drive...[may be because my driving skill is very doubtfull for him...*wink wink]
60. i have very few picture of my husband and me....though I have a photogenic face...hahaha
61. i have lost grandparents from both my mom and dad ever since I was born..
62. i like cafe..but don't like discotique or night clubs...it's too crowded and noisy....
63. i don't like doing laundry and sweeping floor...I think it's the hardest job on earth...hahahaha....
64. i have been moved to 2 different house in 3 year....believe me...it's not a fun experiece...
65. i love my husband's smell....I think he has a heavenly smell....
67. i love my husband's laugh...it's contagious....
68. i learned everything quite easily if i really put my mind on it.....[which pretty hard...u know put your mind into doing something....:-)...]
69. Friends, Sex and The City, Oprah, Fear Factor and Bajaj Bajuri are the top 5 rank for TV show on my list...
70. usually i am quite patient...but not to a person who is very slow...*sigh*...please try and keep up with me will ya....??
71. my parfume collection usually has a smell of masculine...I think my body agrees with male parfume....hahaha..
72. i am the biggest romantic freak i've ever met.....
73. i used to write poem...but now..i love to read it...hahaha...quite a set back don't u think?
74. my husband tell me i am quite naive...can't read people too well.....i am learning though. i really am..!!!
75. [at the moment] the reason from hoobastank is my favorite song....
76. i get nausea and a headache if i smell other people's body odor, bad breath and foot smell [tell me who doesn't??]
77. i remember face easily..but sometimes..i find it hard to remember names...[but it is only sometimes...I swear..!!...]
78. i am still learning to create my own weblog...[thanks to Bang Go'..]...but i have to be honest..it is not easy
79. i can't speak english fluently untill 5 years ago...
80. i love to swim and i am trying to teach my nephew and niece so they can swim
81. i still need to learn to organize my things..especially my time
82. i looove wearing mascara...always thought that it made my small shaped eyes a little bigger
83. every morning on workdays i always dry my hair at the office....
84. i never wear make up on weekends....except if there is a special occassion for me to go
85. i always wear my contacts...coz glassess doesn't agree with my small nose...[except for weekends and at night]
86. i am still a jealous girl....but it is only because i loooove my husband too much....
87. [at the moment]...casual dress code is what I like to wear to the office [not the long jacket anymore...:-)...}
88. i never have long finger nails....
89. i can't never drink coffee...it doesn't agree with my heart...
90. i hate milk...but i love hot chocolate from daily bread and Milo....[isn't that also milk??...well...not in my dictionary]
91. i am affraid of being fat...but I looooove eating cookies, ice cream and snacks......[oooh pleeeaaassseee....*sigh*]
92. i am a positive person...always try to find positive in every situation...
93. all my life...i always have 'poni' for my hair...
94. i want to be a doctor when i was a little girl...but my life time goals always change in every phase of my life......hehehe
95. i love jewelry..especially rings and bracelette...
96. i love my family very much.....
97. i like cheese and chocolate cake
98. i love seafood and steak...i also love Mc Donald and Kentucky....
99. i don't like any form of violances
100. having the courage to publish my weblog is my current dream.....

Hmm...turns out that it is not that difficult to name 100 things about myself......*ffiiuuuffhhh*....though i stumble every 10 things but I get it done in about hmmm....5 hours...hahaha....is it a long time or is it a short time??....

Well..i hope this list can provide at least 100 new things..[or not] of me for my friend to know....